I went over to visit the MO today. Basically i got into a minor accident on the road last saturday that hurt my feet. I shan't disclose the details but basically i am reffered over to CMPB medical centre department for x-ray. I think it's not that serious, since i'm still able to walk.

A brief highlight over the past 2 days.

Sunday was sentosa splash, and it was a blast! really..altho i didn't really perticipate much because of my injury, still it's enjoyable enjoyable enough for all. Most importantly many new friends enjoys the hypness of the whole event. My team voila won 3rd! haha. yea i got badly tan..now have singlet tan line which is disgusting! Sadly i lost one of my favourite jacket that i left in the toilet. Can't believe I was that careless to have left it in the shower. I tried flying back to the island from vivo, but to no avail. Ahrgg!!

Monday - i went over to Lor Asrama to chop trees, for A frames building session. Let me tell you somethings, fruits in the wild are extremely delicious! I found rambutans, durian and jackfruits. Ha only the rambutan is in edible state, but well it sure was fun trying to find all these fruits, doing stupid things to shake the rambutans down.

Well nothing much to reports, except that i'm enjoying my rest at home today because of a half day off.

I think it's time for me to move on in live as well. What's mean to be, it's mean to be. nonetheless, i still feel the tangling feeling in my heart. I miss talking to her.

I've decided to enroll myself to class 2a bike course. Basically my current bike coe coming to a end and i'm not intending to continue riding it. So probably i'm sharing a bigger cc bike with my brother. yup... But this will be quite financial straining for me. And now that i've got start putting money back to my sister cpf account for my poly education. Dang... felt really strained financially. Let's pray for a financial breakthrough!

So i've finally decided to pull the plug for now. It's a hard decision but one that i have to make for the good of everyone. I'm not sad just disappointed that i've to resort to this...

everytime i get home, i still remember to put either $1 or $0.50 into the green elephant. It just makes me happy.

What Yap Pow Wee Means

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

I had a very disheartening week. 3 of my bunk mates were injured 2 of which is when we're doing our enemy POI deployment. Crazy alpha and Bravo company, Support company was actually kind enough to deploy our precious manpower to help them to simulate some real time action. Shannon had a exoskeletal sprains on his arm. one of the bravo guy had JUDO him down. Ben has minor tissue tear on his right knees, apparently while running away from alpha guys, they gave chase, he fell and they pin him down real hard. Mark suffered from appendicitis yesterday morning and he has a really hard time because NUH has no C ward for him and his family had to shift him to Mt alvernia, which he did the ops there. So not possibly for him and shannon, they'll most prob be down for reccee commander course. Arhgg...

I felt that i'm losing grips of many things in life right now. And i'm just lost on how am ever gonna makes things right for myself. So often there i've really thought of just giving up, then i'll no longer have financial, emotional, mental strains at least. And i'm not talking about girls here, truth is i've been feeling dry lately. I last time always wonder how was it like for my friend to gone through the process of backsliding and the constant struggle to fight to come back, often they just choose to leave. Now i'm catching a glimpse of it alr. I doubt that i make a good connect group leader, cause seriously judging from my fruits i'm a far league away from ppl like peng,yl or even cheesy. I mean these are the most hardworking bunch of youth i've seen, working so hard tirelessly for christ sakes. I respect them, but i doubt i've that capacity. Too many doubts, too little fruits, and hectic shedules coming up in unit. How?..

have you felt totally useless when u fail to make the you love most happy. And there's totally really nothing you can do.

Ok just that for me..it's not the one i love..but rather a friend that i'm dying to have, to know her..well she's special to me, don't know why i suddenly felt quite weird when i met her to pass her some chocolate and cookies. Indeed we're living in stressful times, all i want is for her to be happy. looks like i failed badly even as friend. Ha who am i kidding...it seems like i've crossed the path of no return. How am i ever going to bring down this thick layer of wall that plague this relationship.

Anyway i was badly drench while sending my friend to changi to run some errand, think i'm catching a cold soon. bleugh...i really hate falling sick. I'm glad to have book out but tomrrow is another day of sleepless night because of POI enemy deployment.

And i so love my new HTC touch that i bought last week. Hail to PDA phone, they made my life so much more interesting