Ho ho ho...i'm like back after a very long break...
Please don't frequent my blog from now on, cuz i barely find time to update them, or should i jus say lazy.

neway, i just came home from a night of soccer at benjamin's place. Italy 2 Ghana 0. Ghana had much scoring opportunity but they technique abit kayu i feel. Italy is lightning fast, defence close up supper quickly. Quite exciting match i feel, as compare to the red cross vs paraguay, hiaz...

so right now, i'm on a fast today, together wid my cell group. So why fast, cuz of many things that's happening in church.

1) Dipping in service atmosphere
2) For many new freinds who came for our cell
3) this friday upcoming combine cell event
4) our own spiritual life

i believe God is gonna carry accross to another level real soon. Cuz i know when we try so hard to populate heaven, the devil always attack. But as pillar in Christ, we don't give in so easily. ShooO!!! in Jesus name.. frankly i'm having quite a hard time cooping wid my financial planning course and it's like tomrrow la. Each lectures are like super compress and they ain't easy at all. All the theory stuff like computation of taxes in singapore, risk management, insurance policies, derievatives, stocks exchange, forex, retirement planning, estate planning(when u die)..so basically a geis of what financial planner does. Felt that i have benefit much from this course in terms of my awareness in these areas. That i may put it to good use in the Marketplace to shine for Christ! oh yea, pray hard that i can pull thru my mock exams.

And over here to my dear cell member rhonda, that she may PULL THRU in her TP tomrrow!! haha when ur done, instead of seeing u home, maybe U can see me home, lol. cheeros

hey hey yo...it's been some time. Currently doing my short attachment at MOM. Stuff in here are gettin stale. Thought i could have learn many thing each day. That was true for the first 2 weeks, then now the manpower survey period over liao, i'm stuck with so much of system testing. Everyday my routine now is
1) come in office by 8.30, surf net on computer gadget.
2) start work at 9, doing compatibility check
3) Eat bee hoon i bought in the morning
4) work until 1 for lunch
5) come back for lunch 15 min late at 2.15pm
6) looking forward to ending work, cuz working here is so bored!

nonetheless i've got to say the enivronment here is really nice, those auntie treat me well, got a good supervisior whom i constantly bugged wid many qns. She really pang chance for me alot in many area already, like telling me how to use web msn when i know that the admin block the ability to install msn. Arriving for work later becuz of personal problem, handling all my qns(this is crazy) cuz i realise i'm there to learn, not zo bo la!, then, really got minimal stuff to do everyday, felt so handicapped. neway, i'm always so sleepy in office, the air con blow into my eyes, then i'll just space, close my eyes and dose off after looking at the computer screen for prolong period of time. Now the best thing, i'm getting my pathetic(better than nothing) allowance of 440 on the 12th. yay!! can buy my graphic card liao.

I just recently upgrade my system to the following
Athlon64 3200+
MSI RS480R2 pci-e mobo
512mb ddr333 ram
new casing with new 400 ATX psu
160gb sata HD(coming soon)
MSI 7600GT (coming soon)
creative T6060 5.1 surround speaker (coming soon)

see that coming soon? well i get that after my pay.

Do any guys watch DA CHANG JING? It's a really ncie korean darma airing on channel U every weekdays at 10, do check it out. But i'm cheating this time round, cuz i have the DVD, awesome stuff, great culinary skills (i wished my wife in future will be like that)

Easter is coming and i'm excited!!! why!?? cuz i'm bringing MEL(YAY!!) and Li zhen(clap), so glad they are willing to come, so i guess they'll be really impacted by the easter drama, every year the drama performed extremely well, so i'm not suprise that it would be of a world class musical quality. manz...that's the spirit of EXCELLENCE. better be off back to work..Baoie outz

As usual, i've settled and all done with my papers. I'm so glad that exmas are ova, hopefully, i'll be able to get at least for my accounts, cuz it was really easy!!, haha that's becuz i really studied for it.

neway, attachment has started for me alr. Currently working in ministry of manpower. Don't know what is that? a government agency la... working time is 8.30 - 6, sianz...evening also so busy, no life liao lor. Want to quickly finish up with my riding also cannot... but i pass my 3.01!!! the narrow plank and pylon, felt that it was really easy la. machiam like skating salom like that. neway, now i'm at work, pretty packed with doing the labour force survey. Like u know the employed, and unemployed percentage in singapore and stuff, haha... my department is the one that release to figure to the press. Interesting job scope, got lots of people to interact and deal with. neway, quite busy now in office, will blog something when i'm free :)

ARGHHHHHH!!!! exams in 2 days....man, i'm taking 5 core papers this sem la, stress stress. namely, international econs, Accounting analysis, e. commerce, marketing and operation management.

Truely indeed, this sem is the best sem i've had with TB27. My prog cliq, lizhen gang, kang yung gang and 5 sista, surely i know i'll miss them badly. Not easy to find a class that are so close to one anothers, freindly, encourages... see la, those who just get their o's, ngee ann is the way to go!! haha

well basically i've a prayer request over here, to pull thru
1) international econs
2) Accounting

Accounting has been my vices always, sia la, pass 3 sem all get either d or d+ so really can't stand it. guess i'm just not gifted in that area.

woke up at 7 am today, start training up to wake up early for my attachment alr. Start of my day unhealthily by watching movie and eating choc. Super size me is a pretty interesting show. I magine the guy suffering 30 days of eating Mac, ewwww. started off healthy and he end up about to have a liver failure of something, due to high cholestrol, too much salt and sugar. Mac is really causing people around who loves them to be fat. No wonder they lunch the heathy eating campaign, but after all, they are NO WAY healthy, after the all they are doing doing business, doubt they care much a social responsibilty in the first place. better be off to study,
jia you Bao!! outz...

you know wat, i'm like so lazy to blog la, but yea, should post some thoughts so that in the future, when i come back here and see, i'll laugh at my own silliness. Surely this is all about growing up process isn't it? k alright, so how's valentine? hur hur, i ended up alone again this year, but i rather stick to it that way. Went to chill with Jed at his place before heading towards funan sakae sushi. His mum was so nice la, treat me to the meal, initially i was like, shutz mustn't order so much in case i can't pay. Haha, should have order more.

few major event that took place over the month

1) ITP i got posted to ministry of manpower!!! great internship place for govt sector.

2) Bike license, curently learning at BBDC, at stage 1.03 already. It's very enriching, plus bike can accel way faster than a corrola in the circuit, haha! k not the point, must practice save riding

3)I completed the building fund, seirously by the grace of God, i'm proud of myself, and believing for greater break thru this year :)

4)having a new student, Andrew!! YAY rising him up to become a cell guitarist, this is gonna be tricky, andrew work hard. Soon to come Rhonda, i think after taking tem as my student, i should be self sufficient to cope with my monthly high expenditure. and for my bike?

hopefully i'm able to buy over Jag, Honda Rebel, similar to Phantom, but a slower, smaller one. I also dun dare to ride so fast la. Plus it's cheap too, monthly installment of 60!! but thing is insurance, for under21 p plate holder i heard is 800!! i think need to sub my insurance under a older adult safer. Not my parents for sure, they're gonna kill me for this man.

5) Finally laid grounds with my band member, meeting up to discuss our goals for this year.

a) perform in minimal gig, but still keep the engine of the band running.

b) main focus on individual musicianship, building up of skills and techinque.

c) To compose another 3-5 songs, to add to our curent repetoire of 6. Hopeful to cut a album, so that can send demos to radio station.

d) Focus in the genre we play as a band, while sticking to our root, or influences in our individual musical pursue.

e) Aiming to join world battle of band, if time permits for silas A's

f) To hang out more often, cuz we've such a long pause for 2 months. Communication here is very IMPT!

neway, off the riding theory prac liao, ciao

You know, it's such a lousy weather out there, and i'm sick right now. A bowl of noodle, really soothes my stomach and my stressful mind. Well after my projects, i'm gonna play a little.



Mmmmm....yummy korea spicy ramen that my mum cook for me.

back in sch, i showed my stunt face in lecture



forget which lecture is it liao, guess must be AAA, haha

Hey hey, it's been a while. I've been so busy with my proj the whole of last week. Coping with my AAA, IEF presentation, touching up in my e commerce site and squashs and dealing with some gadgets again.

1) I failed my AAA, so this upcoming test, i've to score really well to pull up my average. As i was talking to Adam yst, he said that so long as i pia for my last 3 sem, Uni will most prob not take into account for my earlier 3 sem. So let's hope that it's true. Finally, i see a glimpse of light that lead to my degree education.

2) I had squash competition in SP. Well i made it to the 3rd round. Winning 2 SP guy first before proceeding to lose NUS 8th seed i think. But i'm glad he didn't thrash, which shows that i'm slowly catching up with their standard. Then last wed, i played my loser plate and well, basically i lost to another NUS guy again. But the score are even closer! Hmmm, maybe i'm going to use squash to maybe pull string to get into NUS? haha

3) I'm behind time for building fund!! sort of regreted buying the DS-1 sem and now i can't sell my old DS-2. The new gadget is good, so much more responsive. But kindda felt that i should be better steward of God's money. Cause, if i'm able to plan my finances in a more orderly manner, I think this is one crucial factor that will determine how i'll suceed with life. All that i have here on earth, won't be here without Him. After all, he's my Father and creator you know. I'm believing for bigger breakthru after building funds.

4) Kindda sad that how friends respond to you in different season. One moment they will constantly share stuff with you, and chat alot. Another instantly, when they are filled with anguish, they just remain silent. No matter how much to talk to her, she'll just reply you see it eventually. I mean, in this world, how to identify who your true friends are? Is it gonna be how much you guys chat, or spend time together, or much you're trust another party. I don't know, seriously i don't. Expectation, i tend to expect alot from my friends, is like just when i thought they will tell why and stuff, cuz i TOT we're close friends, they just clamp up. Thankfully still, i thank God that i'm planted in church, where i can share with Him all my burdens. I rem some verse that says, "for his burden is light, and his yoke, easy". Somebody just quote to me wat verse is this can? I shall not think so much about it, but then i know that i will.

Baoie outz

hey man, i'm back!! why now?? haha cuz my uncle just blessed me wid his old phone, Panasonic x70. Ya i know it's old, but man, better than my t230 rite, haha. neway just came home from shopping in Bugis, bought this top that i really like, haha



cost me 24 only, hehe

really want to thank kexin for bearing up with my saliva, i tink i need to go see doctor liao, everytime speak, surely my saliver hit my freinds, opps.



this is kexin hand on this nice looking stick ornament, dunno what is it call, but it's cool!!
can't believe it,, the 200 that my parent gave me for shopping for new year clothes, i more or less finish liao.

Got:
1 berms
1 flowery long sleeves shirt
1 strip coat
1 jacket from tangs
1 UK designed shirt (above)

tomrrow, gonna be Joyce Meyer svc. She's probably the most dynamic, influencial women in the christian world today and i believe service is gonna be powerful man. Neway got to sleep liao, need to report at 7.30am in expo!!!

yay!! finally i'm 18...alright a very laggin update. That was 2 days ago already.

Though it was rather quiet this year, cuz i've got so many projects and stuff, plus new svc at expo, i want to extend my gratitude to whoever celebrate my bdae with me. My church friend, TB 27, parents, thank you guys ALOT!!!

I recieved:
Angbao
Bag form cell
Top for topshop
Tickets to perhaps love from Liwen

Sure i hope there still more to come huh? haha

Thanks thanks :)

neway, now i'm preparing for my OM test later, it's like so hard to digest. It's so similar to business management la. need to memorise everything. K point is, i've got to score well in order to pull my everall GPA up. SO that at least i can make it to local Uni.

Check out seven places. They are a chirstian band, who plays very comtemporary song. Is like delirious - U2, seven places - 3 doors down. see the link?

I Love my effects i bought. There still much tweaking to be done, lots of noise sia..humming and stuff, gotta find a way to solve it. but yea, i love to play with it. All of a sudden my strat like very nice to play. Guess i would just want to stick to my guit, and upgrade the pickup huh? hehe. K gonna be off to study liao...

baoie outz

well...it's was a awesome prayer meeting at expo yesterday. Indeed, now is the season for CHC to grow more than ever before. To tell the world that, stuff we do are impossible by ourself, but in Him. Hall 8 is like 4 football field big? i'm not sure...sound system not fully up yet too. But where ever we move, the presence still move mightly whenever we starts to pray.



this photo is taken by my bro paul. Man..he's such a zai photographer la



This is also taken by my bro, but i edited it to be like this. I tink it's kindda cool rite.

Just reiceved news that the band performance part of chirstmas carnival in church was cancelled. So currently we'll be practising for nothing. Oh man..pls Lord, guide us to more gig can? Tinking of joining the Ngee Rockfest thingy, haha. neway off to do my IEF research, haven't find anything on the trade opportunity of central america and singapore la...tough topic anyway.

alright,pass week has been rather fulfilling. The wakeboarding with rach last week is simply awesome. Pam, liwen, shin can witness, that i stand up!! after like 6th try. But man, for that 30 bucks, i tink it's quite worth it.

I spent 600+ this week!!! i sold my Pod xt with shortboard for 550. So i'm like no longer using it. I bought the following

Line6 echopark - 205
Fulltone fulldrive 2 - 200
Beringher Hell wha - 75
Korg stomp tuner - 100
effects hardcase from gc - 80
one spot adptor with daisy chain - 50

alright of course i gave my building fund on time. Truely like in my tightest time, all of the sudden, God made the way. hehe.

so is like next sun my bdae, so far still no plan. But i know it's gonna be fun, cuz it's a expo!! yes that is my new church svc. This year present ar, guy i adopting rach concept. Just ang baos pls..haha cuz i prefer to buy my stuff now, like few more effects and maybe upgrade my guitar soon? or just pay for my guitar classes.

Today playing for cell led by wayne is totally amazing. I mean, tear flow down my cheek as i felt the tangible presence of God. The passion, true that is it that kept me going on as a christian. Praise i played pretty average, i wished that my hands become stronger, so that i'm able to play loud all the way. I tink it's just so hard for me to project my guitar by playing hard after a very shiong guitar prac with wayne. Then due to rain after cell, he drove me home. haha, that just perhaps give me reason why i shld play for cell? of course not...just want to fulfil my calling as a musician and continue my passion in serving ;)

Pressure pressin in hard right now...why?

Econs are so tough, i can barely understand. All the trade theory like factor endowment, price equalisation and stuff. And all the small market D and S curve with ABCD region when there is imposing of tariff and stuff!! arhg..tough tough. That's why i totally barely have anytime to update. AAA too...it's getting tough, different type of shares on diff ledgers, writing statement equity, plus the balance sheet with retain profit and stuff..HARD!! K i know, seriously time like this i must really depend on God, to seek him and have new revelation. Well this dynamicm christianity man! when you contantly seek new revelation, and soaking deep into his presence, awesome... woo simply blows me away when i attend the last bible study session on tabernacle.

Can't wait for Rach bdae this sat!! why?? cuz we're going WAKEBOARDING..haha i sua gu, never got the chance to touch this sport until today. So i guess, pam,rach,shin,liwen and me. Gonna be great fun and probably i'll post pics in soon, cheeros

I'm so so happy and please to say that i've a new printer!! lol...printer nia. But this one is the all in one type k... scanning, print, photo copy all for the price of $160. Ultra worth it la.

Also, i bought a DVD writer!!, haha now all those anime i download can be burn in dvd, no need to stuff just a megre 2 episode of OC or desperate housewives into a 700mb cd.

I had french lesson today, is was kindda interesting. Tough i got to say, every word got masculine and feminine one lor.. Je' parle Chinois, i speak chinese, lol... Got confused quite a number of time today.

I'm like so prone to sickness now, keep having flu, is it the bad weather or what? fed up la... pls pray for me cuz i still have a game with SP next monday. So far, our team have won TP and NYP with huge margin. Thrash them, so to speak. Tho i wasn't involve in the thrashing process cuz i was the 6th seed... It's like just one more place be4 the captain place me to play. Of course logical, the team will select the stongest to play ma.

Another thing, sorry Mel for making you pei me to shop for computers stuff until you yan hua liao luan. Didn't epect myself to find one printer for so long. One day i'll repay u k.

I missed my cell members so much, as well as E110. Cuz so many weeks no cell liao(2 weeks) shows how much i miss them k? Then i attended BS myself on tues. But man..i was more awesome than last week. Pastor really touch on the meatier part of the bible, which is rather tough to comprehend without any teacher. Like the symbolism of ALL furniture in the tabernacle. Right now, i just want a good rest, be4 i start working on my IEF tutorials...

alright, i've made some minor changes to my blog. Music...by my band, haha
Also my face with pam and rach. Nice rite??
And add more links to more of my friends, i know i've been abit slow, pai seh k.

Really tired now, gonna go to sleep.

Btw, it was a blast going thru the Asian beat Semi, man the bands over there are really good ;)
Our genre is really totally different from them, cuz majority play metal, and progressive techical stuff. Still it was a good exposure this time round for me

All i need is you, all i need is you Lord... is you Lord

It's this song again that ran thru my head when i'm doing QT jus now. Just a chain of tot over here. That actually many claim that they can handle themself, they like to live life themselves independantly, no need parent, kao their job etc. But as a matter of fact by nature i feel we're all just being. We always think that we no need someone to rely on. And God spoke to me on the issue on relying on him. Many times in the past, even when i study, or work or anything, i never commit my time unto him. result? i whole day say sian, get tired easily, goes very lazy. All these are part of our fleshly sinful nature. What we need is to tell God that we need him, to strenghten us phsicially but also don't living life dependantly on him. People sometimes say i siao. but fact is who say when you become Christian, life would be a bed of roses? parent objection, sch commit, work etc. They will just keep comin in, but the important issue is how we place God in our life. are we putting him first, or are we like laid back. thinking that if i rely on God, then ppl will laugh at me. The bible says that those who taps into God's strength shall be renewed. SO does that mean that the bible is all crap? to me, the bible all speak about truth and all truth. that we can use to deal with problems in our life. Guys, i feel that i must say this. Do not think that you don't need God, he is our source, our architect, who knows best for our life. He can do those things that are impossible,maybe impossible in the natural realm, but Not in the supernatural for ALL things are possible thru christ who strengthen me. Rely on him, wait on him, seek him and you'll find.

All i need is you...

okay...let's talk abt yesterday. Went to catch Electrico and Rivermaya at Bar none, marriot. first thing, the cover charge is 15! la isn't it a rip off for one stupid drink. so i order a volka coke, don't intend to take in too much alchohol in the first place, i've got the say that electrico performance aren't that impressive live. the vocals abit not clear, sounds system kept going on and off and it's ultra squeezy!! imagine yourself being push around in a place of size equivalent to around 2 hdb flats, with hundreds of ppl in there. And man...there are people smoking la, bleugh. Incentives are, Amanda ling, haha, she's wore a slightly goth makeup, oldschool jacket with white shirt on the inside. Looks good huh, but she smoke. Boo hoo. Then rivermaya. They have tons of Philipinos fans flooded in that bar! no kid, and they are all smoking drinking etc. Btw rivermaya is a band from phillipine with 3 mtv titles under them. Got to say that their audience interaction are world class, you know like hobbastank sing reason and ppl sing along, with eh..oooo, eh..oooo. get what i mean? So ya their set are much more better than our local act. Rockers out there, please check out rivermaya album. Watching their live set has been a blessing and joy for me.

all i need is you...
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord
all i need is you...
all i need is you Lord, is you Lord

ALL i need....is you
ALL i need....is you
ALL i need....is you
ALL i need....is you

wonderful song that we sang during prayer meeting...

Once again happy bdae to Keryn. I seriously miss her so much, been quite some time since i last seen her.

I've bought my 1st analogue pedal!! ds-2 (ultra) modded by randolf. for just 80!!! haha steal rite. i think it's better than a ds-1 ultra cuz got 2 sound. using it as a boost to my distortion in Pod. Sound so much fuller i've got to say.

After service today, went to NTU to study at peng's bunk. pretty nice place, machiam like chalet, haha. Well, music is though isn't it. Until now i can tell the diff btw dorian, locrian, aeolian, mixolydian, phrygrian etc....ahrggg stress...i better do well in it when my first yamaha lesson starts in 11 nov. And li wen, she's one interesting girl la. She travel in a friggin plane alone at the age of 6 from US to sing la, ain't that cool. Then now she's ultra stress with some entreprenueral essay, hope to help her with some of my ECD notes. seems useless at the moment. haha

We will shine, like the stars above....
YEA, another great song by Sidney

hey yoz peep.....back after such long break from blogging. Well now got a job, yes a job. haha to fund my bf(building fund) and also to save up for some effects like echo park, and CE2. So tired of giving flyers already. Cuz recently my sis in law open a manicure shop in bugis, and i've been standing around 6 hrs every day distributing them on weekdays. Pay is good tho, like $6/ hr. Alright here is a testimony of God greatness. Recently i recieve my timetable. And i saw IEF(international econs) I'm like jumping for joy la. Cuz it like my first year i score pretty badly for both macro and micro, both D, D+. And the prerequisite (duno how to spell) for taking that particular module is scoring both C. So i was like, yay! i'm taking that! i felt that taking IEF so crucial as it will help me loadz with my business degree. is like i rather study something hard so that i'm got space to breathe if i wan to further my studies, rite? ya neway will be having band practice later at alvron AGAIN. haha semis coming and i seriously wan to shine for the Lord in this competition. I say again, it's on 5 nov, 4 pm youth park, we're 7th(God fav no.) to perform :) so do come down to have a great time of fellowship. Oh ya, i think i might have a crush on someone now. Dun wan to talk much about it tho. Haven got this kind of feeling after breaking with mandy 1 yr plus ago. But well i still wan to focus on my studies cuz i wan to earn for the one i love in future lar. No point just having a gf for fun rite. They cost money lor, hehe but if it's the one that u feel u can connect, and she's spritual, and good looking, a good confidant, well i feel why not. I seriously won't mind spending money on my love one. K la but money isn't the thing. It's THAT feeling u know... haha, CIAOZ

alright..i confess that i din hard this seems. reality has taken place, and i've reap what i've sown. Lots of D and C in my results, resulting in me having a GPA of 1.7!!! madness la, cannot go local uni liao, no matter how hard i try. Oh man..why this semester has to be so hard for me. I mean topic is hard already, and i din rly put in much effort in my work, which include poning lectures and not doing tutorial. pow wee!! time to wake up liao. if u believe you'll wake up, you will...don't believe and you won't, i believe, i believe. haha lame got this from vamp3, one of the character call ma da long. the ma xiao ling father. well i'm off to sleep liao so tired. Pls do check out the Tim Burton's Corpse bride, it's such a cleverly crafted movie, great music, loadz of puns, literature lovers, you'll love it ;)

I wanna give all glory to Him. Without him, i know i'm nothing. without him, i'm not who i am today. without him there's no Revolution, without him there is no w216, without him i'll be lost. Once again, today service was very impactful for me in my walk with God. I know my walk will be though, but this is a walk of faith man. No one said i was gonna be easy, but i'm gonna press on and reach out for the prize. The eternal riches in heaven. The strong presence of him in glory, the wonderful perfect love he showered on me, the wonderful family members i have in my life. my wonderful friends. This are the thing that keep me going on, no matter how hard i have to work. I wanna make a difference using my talent. To let others know that, without God i'm just normal, but through him, i can do all the impossible. I will press on even if i have to serve on frequent basis, even if i've to fast for building funds. Even if i have to sacrifice things i like to do. Today's encounter is what i truely want to give thanks for. Here's a testimony. My band Revo joined Yamaha Asianbeat. Heats was held yesterday at youth park. We're the first band, and eventually there are around 50+ bands which took part. We made it to the semi final in God's grace!! cuz of the 20 who got in, 16 were like metals rock bands. more techincal proficient and of course more wayang than us. But guess what we played a rock ballad type song, Angel's wing, out original and got in. Well this was what my band leader was talking about, having a vision to make a difference in this band competition. That the world has enough of music that are not edifying and negative. I feel that breakthrough is really coming for our band as a whole as we steadily move on towards God's calling for us. So this is it, we're gonna make a difference once again at the semi, we're not gonna go metal, but have a rocking good time on stage, carrying the annointing of the Lord with us in our music we play. Once again, all glory belongs to Him and not us or whoever.