I am so sorry about yesterday...to the whole cell group. I felt that i was dragging the whole atmosphere. Everyone is trying hard to sing that song but i failed. For that short moment, i was totally tone deaf and i catch the tune for you guys. I believe this is what the devil want to see... but if u think that i'm gonna remain sad, i'm not! i'm gonna train so much hard, pray even more so that i can pull down the prescence of God even more, I will.. I was one told, in the world there are ups and downs, bt in God, there is only high and higher! gonna strife for excellence

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ONE AND ALL!!!

This year gonna be great.

God has greater plan for us all

Stay cheerie!!

and i grad liao!!! no more ngee ann poly, muahahah!!! DARN happy sia

was out with wayne rhonda and ching feng at crazy chinatown. Seriously will never consider to go back again. Sqeeze like mad lar... but i love that stuff your bag with everything marketing. Lol, i bought 2 big packs of tidbits for only $5. Muahah...

so tomrrow is D-day..i dunno..but i have faith that God will carry me thru. It's gonna be challenging, but its gonna be great. So v-day coming liao, what are u guys going to do? i have a date with my books! lol

Me and my life =)

4 more days to exams....i'm so darn stressed. After that, it makrs the end of my poly life, and HELLO National service. Neway, today went to sit a brand new sppedboat built by DAMEN shipyard and their were built for a turkish client. It cost a whooping $10 million, cool huh? How i got in? cuz i was just there to pass food around for the guest, and everything was pretty much easy. plus guess wat, for this short 4 hours, i am paid $50. Just that simple. :)

oh dang....i failed my napfa, i got a bronze, all because of the stupid pull up. I did 3 cheating one...not bad for a start. And now i'm aching all over. First time in my life, i jumped 222cm for standing board, ah ha break thru, first time i ran 9.7 seconds for shuttle run, another brakthru, except for 2.4 i falter, did only a miserable 11.30, shucks...i don't wanna enter NS 1 month early!!



I quite like this sunglasses, tried it at aldo, habourfront. Kelly encouraged me to tried it. Last Sunday i went to sentosa to work, to tend game stall booth by the beach, slack and the pay is pretty alright. But it's fun!! meet 3 new friend, AN zone one, i never tot they existed until that day, oppsss....speaking of being close to my zone people.

Me and my life =)

i love today cell group...it was good. God was good too..as always, more important knowledge has been imparted upon me. Darn...i should really yearn for more knowledge. As I reflect upon myself, thinking should i really go for it? My result is like ****...but i'm still gonna try anyway. Oh sometimes when thing changes, it can't be undone again..i wished for another chance to just talk

A bloody affair.

This is my toes you are looking at right now. Gotten injury while shifting things in my brother house, cuz he's moving to a new bigger home. Ouch!!!

Neway today dinner to bid sharon farewell was really good. She felt very touch from what i see. Glad to see her grow so much closer to us after joining us for the past one year. Man i really gonna miss her, but anyway i went on a shopping spree!!! bought 2 t-shirt, 1 levi's shirt, 1 converse all stars and that' about it, spend around 80+. But it's all worth it. I like know the uncle from the shops i got most of my good from, and he's offering me some really good price down here. oh anyway...many many projects are piling up!!how how?? SMM proj 2, BB group project, IB game presentation, ISM presentation, BPC presentation, BPC individual assignment and WISP thired upcoming project. Gosh less than 2 months to graduation and out lecturer are stuffing us up like a pig!! stupid...

Me and my life =)

The best way to keep urself happy is to forget the unhappy memory and choose to remember the good things. Happiness is a choice, and only you can make urself happy. Don't let ur circumstances determine where you are heading, be the head and not the tail. You have your own destiny to control. That's why Baoie is now a happy person!!! Cuz i made the CHOICE. For those who dislike me or whatsoever, i thinks that's really too bad, cuz you don't know the real me, i mean...gosh i really always try my best to please everyone if i remember. I don't expect much from others, be the least, is pls respect me, thank you... cheers, may the joy of the Lord that i have be wid you all :)

Christmas service is really great the past 2 day, i mean, drama is really awesome, professional choir, nice live played christmas carol, and the heartwarming candlelight segment. I'm really excited, tho i've watch it 3 times already, cuz i'm bringing my mum and sis to service tomrrow!!! it's their first time, and i'm really glad that they are willing to come after much persuasion. I realise life is much similar to a see-saw. It involve opportunity cosr, while one area prosper, somehow other area dampen. I don't if i've done the right thing to write that long email to her, but like william hung said, i've done my best and i'm satisfied with what i've done. Now back to xmas mood, woo hoo...countdown is really fun today at yuling house i tot. Thanks to all cell members who kept me accompanied, and most important to Him who gave his ONLY SON to be born on earth so that we can all celebrate this day, the true significance of xmas. Here is santa BAO, wishing you all a merry merry christmas!!

Me and my life =)

Alright guys..very sorry for not updating.

1) i just celebrated my 19th bdae!! with my cell and my buddie!!! ok yea..quite a simple one. When was birthday not a simple on for me? after all i just lead a simple life, doing extraodinary things for God!!

2) Oh...i bought a x1950pro graphics cards and i really like it, all my games now look eye candy. more importantly i feel it's really money well spent.

3) i'm going to CHINA!!! it's community service trip organise by sch of BA. But dang, hell load of bonding session before the actual trip, to make us all a more effective volunteer when i'm over there, like......... duno shld i even go for their activities, or else they treaten to kick me out, boo hoo.

4) Christmas is coming!!! A time where people can experience the love of Christ in a tangible way, i would like to extend my invitation to invite anyone one whom i know to my church xmas event!!! i tot it'll be awesome for you to make new freinds, and enjoy a good time of fellowship as well! 23,24,25 of dec. OK? so i extend my invitation to you!!! to join me

5) Really want to thank those people who msg me during my bdae, i think got quite abit, altho you guys are not here physically, but i feel it's really the thoughts that count, thank you all so much.

to Her.....
Even tho you don't talk to me, i'm still happy to see you enjoy yourself every now and then. Of course it's bonus to be able to spend some time with you, but yea i'm not expecting much alr, wen rui taught me to by easily satisfied.

Even tho you never say anything, i know that you still treat me as a friend.

Even tho you never spell it out, i know that this is to prevent me from falling deeper in misunderstanding

Even tho...........hiaz, i really shld just forget about it

Of course it's bonus to be able to spend some time with you, but yea i'm not expecting much alr, wen rui taught me to by easily satisfied. I believe this is something that only time can heal, until you are ready to talk to me. Till then, we shld just focus on more important stuff coming right up, xmas! Cheeros, in God, all things will turn out good for those who love Him!

hey hey, just managed to crawl out of my bed. When to cartel to celebrate pei fen's belated birthday. Well i hope that she enjoyed the meal. Really to me, she's more like freind rather than a leader, always tot that she's the most understanding person, like as when when require, she encourages all her team members, all the time effort sown into the usher ministry. I'm glad to have her as my leader, my freind, someone whom i can share with. I know you are going thru alot of exams stress, be praying for you in this times, once again happy belated 21st.....on the other note, there is another person i've been praying for exam. another person taking exam. I guess, first sem has been tough for her? i just realise i've never talk to her for sometime. This space btw us like widening at accelerated rate, feeling ain't good... but yea this kind of thing it's never about me. Well if u r more comfortable not talking to me, i would rather u do that... I don't want to cause anymore ackwardness btw us anymore..just pure freinds alirght. ah ha, i bet she wouldn't be even reading my blog anyway. My emotion are tired, emotional tank running low, who is gonna be the one who top up for me? I guess Christ is the answer to why i'm sustaining right now, thank you Lord.

it certainly feels awesome to own my own bike at a tender age of 18++haha, the strong wind that blew straight onto my face at 90km/h. Tested the limit, i believe it has potential to hit 120km/h but i dare not try. Fixed a tiny bit of this and that, rear brake piston, new 42L box, and new batt which was flat when the owner pass to me. Now everything is so convenient. I can just go anywhere i want to, without any restriction. Dang...now i'm running really low on cash, stupid pizza owe me i think close to 400 already, felt that i'm like a free labour?? goodness...they take 1 month to process the employee info in the main system, and they can only bank in automatically on either the 22 or 7th of each month. It's getting real busy in sch, roadshow coming up on 21-23 nov in NP orchard road....PLS!! pop by my store and say hi k? i brought in quite a few nice tops for guys, and ALOT of female stuff...

here i am, at an unearthly hour blogging... can't seems to sleep. Lives been great, cuz i'm getting my bike on monday!!!!muaahah, it's a phantom TA150, it's kindda old, 7 years old alr, but it's cheap and nice looking too. Owner leaving to new zealand, so have to clear fast, and i tot since i can afford it, must well buy it before it's gone. So i bought the bike for $750, whereas in the market, it's selling aorund $1000 at least. Including my 3rd party insurance, it cost me a additional $376!!! ouch, but LTA law, got to follow. I look forward to a time of no time wastage, no us waiting, travelling to anywhere i want kind of life next week. Muahah, i've sow in my best, and didn't expect this suprise harvest to come in so quickly, hehe. Praise God!!! Now Lord, show me more new freinds that i can reach out to...hehe, happy happy

ok...now the dark clouds are gone. Maybe there isn't any dark cloud, i guess my expectation of that person was too high. I learnt to be content at small little things. Neway...ARISE AND BUILD 2006 is coming up next week. So exciting. To see everyone going to sow INTO the kingdom to build God a great house IN the marketplace FOR the marketplace to PENATRATE into the marketplace. This is really awesome. For those who don't know, I pass my 2B license which mean a whole big deal to me. Serious. So i started my pizza delivery job yesterday at bukit batok pizza hut. The wave125 is really easy to ride, i'm getting a hang of it. Getting used to the harsh unsafe road condition out there. My parents are really worried bout me, so I don't think i'm gonna work there for long. But i really want to get a bike, it will be so much convenient to me. The insurance cost is another killer. Imagine $360 for a p plate holder, my goodness. I'm just on the lookout for cheap bike, at the same time earn little extra bucks to sow into the building fund. Woo Hoo

I tink i am obessessed with someone. That someone seems to be pullling away from me. Things just not going the way it suppose to be, still i trust in Him. Time for me to step back, look at the whole picture, and focus on the RIGHT things. Nonetheless, i still regard you as my good friend, how about you??

One thing i really want to thank God for now is really the tremendous amount of blessing i recieve. One moment, i'm really super broke, even have difficulty fulfilling my tithe. Next moment, Andrew finish paying me this month music lesson, ke xin paid also paid me for her new com. Still got some cash with CG and Rachael. Ah ha, just realise i invested in alot debtor. I realise God has been using me in many way this few weeks. Encuraging freinds who are down, challenging those cell members who are luke warm, opportunity to rise up new potential cell group guitarist. Somehow the more i serve, more respoinsibilty is added unto me. I'm glad that all these while i've rise up to the occasion. I'm glad that the letter i written for Rhonda has encourage her. Same as the letter i wrote for Wayne. Amazing to see that my blessing is pour out off me, and use to bless others at the same time. God is good, and i really want to thank him for my amazing cell group these 6 months. We've been through explonential growth, with the hardwork and effort of every single one. Cheeros and you guys rock!!

music: Mirror mirror - M2M
mood: ecstatic

OH yea!!! freaking happy today, why?? I PASS MY FINAL EVALUATION for my CLASS 2B. Really want to thank God for this, cuz really without Him, don't think i'll make it at one go. The 8.01 touted as the most difficult module to pass, i got through it in one go!!! yes!!! 14 points, i hope u guys can feel the excitement that i'm feeling even as i'm typying this down. Neway, back to reality, my door to doors sales starts tomrrow. Hiaz..good and bad, Good - i can earn extra bucks Bad - Cell group and service to be compromise, manz....i hate that, God pls help me find a way to break thru. Just wanna put in first in EVERYTHING that i do. This friday is gonna be the mooncake fest! I ask constance and zen to join us. I'm pretty sure they'll enjoy it. While i'll be at bukit panhjang, knocking doors, trying to sell the starhub services. To refresher by Dennis is awesome, but i tot it's abit repeatative. No doubt there is chunk load of promos for us to remember.



manz....i'm missing my IMF freinds. The cute girl over there, ah ha. That's siew lin and magg. Anyway today went with other IMF friend to Kster. Was there quite late, cuz was having briefing in sch. The ppl there super kiam one. keep forcing me to buy drink, otherwise i have to leave the premise. Lol, in the end i still stay for an hours plus or so. Somehow figure i can't sing for nuts. ALl those Karokae song are in super high key one la. Really not for normal ppl vocals. I really question why the songs in MTV must be sung so high. Maybe that's why they are unique. Andrea has great vocals, perfectly in key. whereas me, who is NOT tonedeaf have difficulty singing BEN XIAO HAI. The way andy lau sing ar is so tough, Dang. Blame it on my poor unpolish vocals. I really wished i could sing, so that i cna at least front my defunct band, REVO. speaking of that, i'm missing them. 2 left, which i GREATLY miss. Jag turn fulltime in Yamaha, and Silas busy with A's. I'm so in the moods of writing songs, and can't wait for the opporunity that will given to us in time to come. Guess everything works in season. A season for different kinds thing, Just excactly the way God works. I know why i'm going thru it, and i never doubt it. ok Just happy for now...alway keep myself cheerie, hehe!! show you guys something cute



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wooosh...i'm so tired. Just got home from Constance grandma wake at ubi. It was so late cuz most of us are waiting for wayne, who got lost at ubi area and Ivan have to drive to play cat and mouse with him. lol. But i tot it was really good, to accompany our freinds in times of need. Otherwise I tot Constance would be super bored. We got to know each other better at least. Rhon was there too to Tong with us. Quite suprise that she can actually stay up until so late, it's always great to have her as accompany too. Not because of her stoness, but her prescence always tense to lighten the mood. Thanks Rhon. I wrote her a letter, trying to press in her life? WHY?? seriously i just wan to get to know her better...Hopefuly this will lead to something fruitful in future. Just like pressing in Wayne life, just looking back, man..i feel i've grown so much. I hope to be of influence to someone, the way i talk, the kind of stuff that i share, the correct people that i touch in times of need. Holy spirit, i pray for a sharper discernment, as and when, i hope that i'll be just there for my freinds and family. I like a girl. But i'm just gonna trust in the Lord, focus in him and see how he take me to a place that i can never thought or imagine. Ultimately, i'm still too young for a relationship huh? Maturity comes with wisdom. Read this from Josh Harris 'boy meet girl' very true. If just let my emotion run wild, without constraining it with my head, guess i'll go bonkers by now... ok there so many things i want to say, but i forget. i will do my best to blog frequently from now on..Baoie outz.

Heyy.... i'm super dupa super dupa tired. My class 2e chalet just ended, from 27-29. Man i miss them. Crazy fun jamming with jireh, taking photos at the bbq, crapping and talking in mahjong session and stuff. I was all good, altho i ran into budget deficit. we had so much fun even tough my time with them is so short. Cuz i got the IMF training to attend. Training the past 2 days was a real blast. I can't imagine the kind of prepration they put into making this event possible. Especially when i look at the architecture of the temp meeting room. Looks like those permanent one. I believe there are like close to thousands of meeting room for the delegates that are coming from 184 countries. I love the training, why?? they feed us like pig!!, haha really got alot to eat. Breakfast tea, lunch and afternoon tea. Each got it's own unique sets of food. Win liao...i see my stomach growing :P and after the training today, i went to my squash CCA student excellence award ceremony, i got a half colour award. Cuz the men team did well last sem! yea!! neway, got there buffet again. I really have been eating alot the past 2 days. okok i really KO liao...nitezz

hey hey....real apologies, i'm like so busy with my integrated presentation la...just managed to complete my TVC only..oh yea

PART 2
alirght... we had so much fun in the rush hour, dang i forget wat happen. oh ya...we had a pretty 'awesome' lunch, Yanling has nicely packed for us sushi which she made herself, *clap clap and also the fried rice with one fish cake...lol that's so lame. She was telling me how excited to negotiate with the uncle for one pathetic fish cake...but yea sis, nonetheless great job over there. Next game was inter group game, where we have to travel to 3 major landmark in in sentosa, namely merlion, palawan beach and siloso. In the midst of the game, there is photohunt, where there is a list of task for us to accomplish in the midst travelling from pt A to pt B. One stupid task...find a man with orange speedos. Rhon tot of that one..felt like wacking her sia. Oh ya our group keep using her cheers she taught us. Goes like this:
I got a finger it's hot, it can't be stop
I got a finger it's hot, it can't be stop
I've got a front dig back ouch! can't be stop
I've got a front dig back ouch! can't be stop
I've got a finger...(turn behind dig nose)
Ang GONG GONG!! haha well done..it was crazy.
Over at merlion we play one really lame game. Passing rubber band and polo sweet with toothpick. It's kindda gross when the guy have to pick up the sweet with their mouth from a girl's feet. Talking about being equal, lol. So yea my team won, yay!! then we went palawan challenge the cabbage ball. Haha, the ball end up kiam chai(salted cabbage), esp when the sisters kept droping the ball onto that sand, grrrr. I was tinking, what if the ball hit someones head...i tink surely gone case, it is really hard like a rock la! Then there was tarzan jane gorilla at palawan. I tot this game kindda sian, only fun part is we got the chance to be soak. Kudos to jennifer who waited so patiently for the laggin team to reach the station. 2 team sat in one straight line facing the sea, move sideways towards centre and doing action, tazan win gorilla, gorilla win jane, jane win tarzan and this goes on. Ha ha..our team manage to win the 2nd round without losing a single of my members! lol..then we chiong back to siloso for war game. 3000 packs of bombag made in a short span of 20 min, amazing huh.We all threw like nobodies business. The idea is for the house IC to reach oppsing teams base without getting wet...haha as if it's possible. Wayne was totally dreach by the time he reach the other side. Other objective is to destroy the flag which is ICs are holding. muahahaha Giddeon was heavily under fire by my team of defender, we just wack. Literaly wack, hit head, his neck, her bods, and the flag on his hand. But wayne one was first to go, haha cui(gone) liao.. it really fun to meet a bunch of new ppl, from my own zone, as well as new freind! like joel, hui chun, say chong. Many la....haha okok i better be back at project! tata